120 mph!

I am the happiest girl! I am humble and nobody and because of that, I am so satisfied, I'm stable, I'm not striving for anything, just walking openly and humbly before God above. My heart is so, so, wide open. I don't feel trapped or caged or hindered anymore. I feel comfortable in my own skin, I am able to walk without hanging my head in shame or hiding who I am as a person. I feel centered, with gravity and steadfastness.

No more of this flighty, light-headed, wherever-the-wind-blows-me way of living my life. I am grounded, with roots running deeper. I will build my house upon the rock, the firm foundation of Jesus. I can do the right thing, I can make decisions and stick with them. My identity is in the Lord and rests with Him, and yet I am my own being, capable of making decisions and taking action on them.

I am not being run or controlled by other people, by fear, by my own desires, by food, by self-preservation, self-image. Not by guilt, not by obligation, not by laziness, not by outside influences, not by the desire to please other people. I guess that makes me pretty free! Jesus has set me free. Jesus is the truth, therefore, the Truth has set me free. How do you know the Truth? By knowing Jesus.

I'm so happy that I... can't stop cryin'... I'm laughin through my tears... I am lowly and loved. What sweet surrender.

And I went 120 mph on the Hyabusa this weekend! Terribly exciting.