Freedom to Love, appropriately!

I am so excited. God kept me up till 3 am last night, I was just so excited about what he has shown me, that I don't have to succumb to the sin in my life, and that mastery over my mind, my flesh, and my emotions CAN be obtained through the Lord Jesus! I don't have to keep on sinning all the time, I have victory in Jesus! He has given me a hope, and I'm going to enter that promised land!

He has set me free from chains in my heart that have bound me for close to 2 years. I am free to love appropriately! I'm totally and completely dead to it, and yet I feel so alive and full of love toward it as a result. It was so scary and hard, to just let it go. I wanted to keep holding on, to keep control. But I'm so glad I did-- it's so glorious here! The land is flowing with milk and honey!

I just got finished having a 4 hour bible study, not planned or premeditated, just searching out scripture that the Lord led us (me and my two black sisters) to. It was so rich, and his Spirit kept falling on us and confirming his Word, we laughed in joy, and we got struck and pierced by his words, we got torn down and then built up! It was so wonderful! God is pouring out life all over us. His Spirit is leading us into all truth. Praise and Hallelujah to his name!