So far, so free.

I am really quite happy, in a satisfied way. I don't get bogged down with an aching broken heart anymore. I'm doing ok, keeping busy, not falling back in to that pit. Praise God, He's keeping me out of them. I do hope Jon isn't in one, and I only smile and am happy when I am reminded of him (which is quite often). I hope Jon isn't in any pain or suffering, and that God gives him to the patience, strength and courage to do what he needs to do. I pray that for me too.

Oh I just got so happy, one of those moments where excitement and joyfulness just hit you and fill you up, I can't stop smiling. What amazing thing is God going to do in the future?!! lol where did this thrill in my heart come from, Lord? I am so happy. I can't believe it, there are tears of happiness gathering at the corners of my eyes as I type. Thank you Holy Spirit, Lord you have saved me from the depths of the grave, you have lifted me out of the pit of death. My hope is only in you. All praise and glory to your most Holy name. (6:30 pm EST)

You have come to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to comfort all who mourn, to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. (Isaiah 61)