The space between [our] heart and mind is the space we’ll fill with time

I don't know what the future will bring. I have no qualms or reservations about what I want it to bring, and I want it more every single day, nay every single moment. I'll bear this grievance, believing and hoping that at its fruition it will have all been worth it. If only there were some inkling, some slight suggestion that all of this could possibly be right again. Would that I could believe even more strongly that if I delight myself in the Lord he will give me the desires of my heart!

My heart's desire for a second chance is so strong sometimes I just simply don't know what else to do with it except give it to the Lord, for him to handle. The ache and burn that rends my soul I transfer to him in return for a hope of solace and comfort. A missionary once said, "It is a safe thing to trust Him to fulfill he desire which he creates". Oh I must trust. I must trust with every step I take or else I will buckle and fall under the weight of this insatiable salacity. It is longing, it is desire, it is a craving of the heart.

Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart. Pslam 37:4 -The Amplified Bible