The second time around

Here we are again, at the beginning of another semester at FSU. Tomorrow will be a new chance try again. I am excited about my classes, probably because they are all science-related (Anatomy and Physiology, Microbiology, Foods, Metabolism II) and we know that is what turns me on, ha! I always like being ready to get back to taking classes...Yes I am a nerd. But I am secure in that nerdiness so that I am just going to embrace it and be excited about this semester!

My schedule seems to be working out quite well, just a lab that I need to get into and then I'll be set. I'm hoping to join an intramural soccer team as well. I'm looking for a church here in Tallahassee, not that I don't love New Hope, I do...but I think I need to find one here. All in all things are absolutely looking up. My dad said the other day that God has had so much grace on me, and that he didn't know why, but that he was learning from it. I can only agree that I don't know why there has been so much grace. I certainly don't deserve it.

I am ashamed to say it, but I have realized that I have been sinning. I have not given God the glory that He deserves. I read this and cried and cried and heaved and sobbed until I couldn't anymore. My faith is so weak. God is everything that he says he is, and yet so much more. How could I blame Him for my plight? We pray for good things, and then He gives us something even better. I am held in arms of only love.

"Wrapped in the Arms of Love"

"Arms of Love"