Struggling

The main problem that I've been fighting with is not knowing whether I really knew Christ as I thought I did. I realize now that it was faithless doubt on my part. I talked with Dad for a long while last night. I told him everything that had happened from day one of camp to that very moment. He told me a few things, things that he had experienced, visions from God, but mostly he encouraged me not to give up. To press on in faith and belief, and to continue on the hard road, believing that it will be worth it in the end. He said that there was a lot that he couldn't tell me just yet, but he just simply told me to press on into the emptiness and not to give up hope.

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1
Endure.