fiery, all consuming, blinding...

I hate my sin. I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I have more HATE in my heart toward sin right now than I know what do with. I have never cried tears of hatred before. I hate him. I hate me. I HATE everything to do with it. I loathe and despise everything about that situation. I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE SIN! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I cannot stand the thought of it. I cannot turn my thoughts toward it, else I become consumed and blinded by my anger and hatred toward my sin even more. Against God alone have I sinned. I am so fiercely angered and wrathful toward that sin, and all sin. I hate it. I HATE IT. My heart feels full of fire and burning rage. I HATE! I HATE! I almost feel in danger of becoming hate. I hate that there are children who know no love and tenderness. I hate that there are innocent people dying all the day long, murdered, diseased, and I hate the feelings of worthlessness that could cause someone to take their own life. I shake with anger and rage at the evil I see around me. I am livid. I hate LIES! I hate DECEIT! I hate sin, I hate all of the devil's work on this earth. I hate EVIL and WICKEDNESS. I hate anyone who leads others into sin. LORD MAY IT NEVER BE ME! PLEASE! Help me to hate sin and love righteousness as you do. I want to wage war on sin. I want to go to into ferocious battle against it. I declare war on the sin in the world. By God's power alone, and Jesus' victory over death, we can be more than conquerors.

"But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea. "
Matt 18:5-6

"Woe to the world for temptations to sin! For it is necessary that temptations come, but woe to the one by whom the temptation comes!" Matt 18:7

I feel so terribly sorry for him. Woe to him through whom temptation comes.