Am I odd to want more?

I hate the feeling that everything isn't as it should be. Things still aren't quite right. I still feel empty and void. At times it's worse than others, but I just want something more. I'm not satisfied with this life that I now have, I feel as if I am in the red, in the negative. I have a deficit in my heart. I need more, and cannot settle for less. There has GOT to be more out there. I will not be able to live life this way...there must be more, there has to be. My heart is full to the brim of a mixture of hope and longing.

Now hope does not disappoint... Romans 5:1